iheartthem

2010-05-12T20:19:00.004+08:00

Love Suju new song... but i really expect something better from them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSOSxwEWFA4&feature=player_embedded

credit to SM entertainment

next coming up is CN BLUE

http://www.soompi.com/video/cnblue_2nd_mini_album_bluelove_title_song_love_teaser?fanclub=180013

CN BLUE 2nd mini album will be release on 19th may-love

toodles,

kpop crazy

2010-03-13T13:44:00.003+08:00

wow! holiday is starting but its not really a holiday..... i'm quite tired of goin to skul but i've no choice... it seems that tyme is passing by very fast....... this year means a lot to me... i hope that i won't regret a single tyme of the year....... eventhough its very stressing but i'm ure it can be done.....

curent i'm addicted to SS501 songs...... but i dun forget suju!

yeah i'm looking forward to 17..... and today shinee in singapore..... OMG!

2009-12-24T17:40:00.002+08:00

its already 24 of dec and itz the eve of christmas.... another few more days school will reopen and i still dunno my class that i'm gonna enter...... about diz two months, i've gonna thru ups and downs... i oso learn new experience by workin and making new frens.... hahas ppl at work are nice....... sadly itz oni a few weeks and and i've got nothing to do besides rotting at home... i've watch a lot of video in youtube and hahas i've fall in in love with JYP .... especially 2pm(jaebom& nichkhun) , shinee(onew and key) and super junior(eunhyuk). jaebom return to 2pm..... ur fans are waiting for you. no other leader except you.....

maybe i would prefer to go 5N2 if i have a choice coz itz a smaller group... not trying to betray N1 but juz got to focus more next year..... next week gotta go for training, preparation for competition..... and the day after that i've gotta go to m'asia to y grandmother hse again and will oni return on 1st of jan.... suddenly i've got the feelin that i can't wait fer skool to reopen..... hahas.....

2009-12-16T14:41:00.002+08:00

hey peep! those whose waiting for their N level results, it will be release on the 18 dec 2009 at 2.30pm..... juz nervous, scared, dunno wat to do when gettin the results... ppl good luck for your results......

2009-11-27T12:52:00.002+08:00

itz been 2 daes already since i,ve left singapore.... rite nw i'm @ my grandmother's house.... hahas get to meet to my uncles and cousin. my uncles hu's 22 years old oso i met... he's pretty tall nw. hahas... he love kids a lot so he came home, he does some baby sitting...... i'm so bored here... seriously no freedom..... gotta follow where the adults wanna go oni..... so todae no much done eventhough itz hari raya haji... miz my frenz so much... cannot call them coz my phone no overseas call haiya! i've taken some photos.... gonna update it soon... my cousins cute photos and some pof mine and sizter and bro..... update again soon.... toodles!

finally over!

2009-10-28T20:21:00.003+08:00

konnichiwa!

yeah! finally i've completed mye 'N' and 'O' level.... pretty bored.... dun really noe wat i'm gonna do.... luckily mye family plan to go on holiday... yipee! rite nw waitng for work schedule...... 30 oct gotta accompany my mum and dad to clear mye mums citizenship.... pretty much, i'm gonna haf more tyme to sleep... maybe waste mye tyme to watch DVDs and some interesting video... basically todae i completed my o's and play at facebook.... nothing much i gotta do so instead i chose to update mye blog..... i'm quite satisfied with mye blogskin... its pinkish....

other than waiting for result, i'm pretty sure tat i'm scared to meet a brand new dae as it make it close to mye results and da gonna determine where i'm goin.... i'm pretty sure that i've discuss mye decision with some of you....and any opinion feel free to approach..... maybe gonna see me laz diz year or gonna see me next year gonna be determine by results.......

YC any plans? i'm really out of ideas... if got any plan tell mi n advance coz nid ask mum for permisssion and when wanna go shopping?.... but after 1st november..... hmmmph! text me, call me or tag me if anything.....

okaes nothin much gonna say. SAYONARA!

siti aisyah

2009-09-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

wow! todae was great... adam's khoo booster and the grauation ceremony.... it's very touching..... it is also great and the food not bad.... so bad farithul dun want to top up for me.... danny is shock to see yuan neng change... it was fun... but it was so short... danny shock me a lot of tyme... luckily no heart attack sia..... 7 more days to N level... gotta chiong uh.... oya btw the bear is cute..... hmmph... i wanna go sec 5... i dun wanna leave my fren diz year... i wanna see them again next year... 4n1 jia you! we go up together.... ganbate! teachers, thank you for guiding.... we will show u through our results that your effort will not go to waste... dun give up on us now.... yeah!

happy birthday suhaidah!

hitomi arihyoshi

koyama's hand shadow project

2009-09-02T17:39:00.003+08:00

people please do watch this... it is very touching... koyama from news story with a group of disabbilities people.... it is amazing....

koyama's hand shadow project part 1

koyama's hand shadow project part 2

the answer to your question

2009-08-27T20:47:00.004+08:00

my aim of writing diz blog today is to tell diz somebody whoever you are..... i maybe angry with somebody and i am also a forgiving person but if the reason that i am angry with you until now is because i am not a boxing bag and i am not to be blame..... diz incident haf happen to me three times and to tell the truth i have lost two of my friends but i just can't simply forgive them..... if a person that breaks my heart, i still can forgive but if the person just vent anger at me and treat me as a boxing bag, i'm sorry but i am a human being born with a heart.... it's painful that you maybe breaking it and if you treat me this way as if you don't respect me as a friend.....if you continue to keep silent and may not want ot sort this out, i'm sorry but i'm not gonna make the first move... but if you wanna sort diz out and have a very good reason for me to forgive you, message me on my phone or you can see me personally.... i can be smiling and laughing as everybody can see everyday, but sorrow in me only those who know me well can understand... maybe some people say that they can see people's lies through the eye of that somebody but i don't thing i've proven it.... if i have a choice that i can choose, i will simply choose everything.....

okaey, i have convey the feeling in me... so please do approach me if anybody is curious... i gotta go nw... toodles! sayonara!

watashi name hitomi arihyoshi....

2009-08-14T18:32:00.002+08:00

i am left with to more papers for prelim..... then two weeks after that got n level omg... i juz pray that all this nightmare will end quickly..... i am very tired liao.... my brain is bursting..... todae i went swimmming to relax myself..... i swim 14-16 laps ( following length of pool)

teacher's day is around the corner... i dunno wat to give to them bt i maybe creating some stuff to give them.... hmmph.... wat can i think of? i still haf no idea... maybe anyone can give me some idea....

rite now i feel evry cared of something but i dunno wat to do....... no point asking me wat izzit coz i won't tell.... it is really a big challenge.... i am gonna concentrate on studies and put nt important things aside... after tat then i will think of something. yeah todae i got more arashi photos... but i'm but wat i saw... so damn discusting sia 'tat guy'.

okaey la i gotta go nw..... more update coming soon!

hitomi arihyoshi

new videos

2009-07-25T12:48:00.007+08:00

oh-my! yesterday was half disaster and half fun. dun really noe wats goin on. i kept goin and away from NPCC yesterdae coz kana disturb by dnt.... bt i manage to play captain ball with them... i am in sec 1 team with mr akng and alan... hahaz damn fun and super tired.... but hahaz we manage to win. after that wen t to FOCUS class from 6.30 pm-8.45pm... hmmph okaey la... at last manage to do my work but not completed.... todae haf to do spring cleaning then i gonna haf to do my hmwk...... con firm haf to do if not...... haiz!

i finally got new videos hahaz! erm... it is the new group in JE which is NYC boys.... they are nakayama yuma, yamada ryousuke, yuri chinen and BI shadow boys.... so enjoy!

next is the new hey say jump song..... it is named endless dream.... the song very nice.... hope you enjoy watching it

this last one is quite nice oso by nakayama yuma and BI shadow boys

this is all for today so stay tune....

love,
hitomi arihyoshi

2009-07-10T19:27:00.002+08:00

yeah, i manage to do my oral today... the topic was like easy...... very lucky for.... no words of regret after tat but smiles..... tomorrow gonna go shopping with yee chen, hazlyn, geraldine and farithul(maybe). we have to look for some formal wear for the grooming etiquitte workshop..... hmmph! hope i can easily find one..... i prefer to shop for dress..... okaey la othing much to say tomorrow gotta meet them at 10 am at cp... wohooo! gtg!

shoot those target board

2009-07-06T20:30:00.002+08:00

konichiwa!

4 more days to go. OMG! everybody knows.... i m not prepared..... my oral is on 20090710..... wat the.... my english is lyke..... every knows how my english is... damn if i m gonna see the invigilator, it seems not friendly but gonna eat me up.... oh my! how? wat should i do? my final shot is about to begin and it is the beginning towards my dream..... i cannot make them "dissapointed". maybe sometimes i do make empty promises but i guess diz is not the tyme i'll make empty promises. so spot out those word tat i will take seriously....

to make something very serious is very difficult for me but i am trying my very best to change for the best.... maybe not as impressing as i maybe showing but i will make miracles happen... so people stay tune. these two words maybe appearing often..... they are 'yes' and 'no'. the word will make me make a sudden choice.....

i am gonna be damn stress with my upcoming exams so people don't try to make a fool with me cause you gonna face the consequences..... even though i fail my marksman but i gotta shoot those target board..... it really gonna have a serious on me...... so i guess nw, the hing tat gonna entertain me is juz JE.... music will going around with until i finish shooting those target board.....
TO THOSE GONNA TAKE THEIR ORAL TOMORROW: GOOD LUCK! DONE REGRET AFTER YOU HAVE DONE SOMETHING...... GIVE YOU BEST SHOT JIA YOU! ja ne!

daisuki,
hitomi arihyoshi

i've been defeated

2009-07-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

konichiwa!

it is very sad diz few daes.... especially todae... OMG! todae, i really feel very defeated.... bein defeated until i really cnnt express it..... thanks to (insert name) and (insert name), i haf neva much blush until diz week.... i really nid to think of way to defend my self...... damn really not bcoz of DNT, i would have ran away..... ARRRRH! so damn frustrating..... i really nid to form a moral suppot group for mi... damn you.... i willl win next time.... wait and see...... even if it is later... the "war" hasn't endf.... hahahahaha! gotta go nw... i nid to go eat.... ja ne!

daisuki,
hitomi arihyoshi

2009-06-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

konnichiwa!

hey peep! i went for some research..... these are name whose name are translated in japanese.

[%] siti aisyah binte andul aziz ->hitomi arihyoshi
[%] siti aida binte abdul aziz -> hitomi aida
[%] siti azira binte abdul aziz -> hitomi aihara
[%] goh yee chen -> ginko inouye
[%] eugene soon ding han-> Gennosuke Hashimoto
[%] elly suryani binte salman->Teruyo Nishimuraya
[%] fitri mulyani binte salman -> Fumiki Mizutani

putting tat aside, today is the last dae of holidae. but i won't be comimg to skul tomorrow. as i kana quarantine for goin indonesia. so unlucky.... but i will be coming to skul on tuesday..... sitting at home is sooooo boring...... and one thing tat surprised mi was a few daes back, i received a message from someday and oh my! to my amaze tat person was FARAH Atiqah, my primary school friend hu transfered to another skul on when she was in primary school. oh my... tat surprised mi..... damn i miss you gurl.... actually i miss a lot of my primary fwen.... hmmph.....

okaes i bet oni diz tat i gotta say.... update next time...... ja ne!

daisuki,
arihyoshi

2009-06-09T20:29:00.002+08:00

todae, i'm done watching hana kimi. damn the storyline super nice sia. it touches my heart a lot... i juz hope it could happen to mi....very nice..... todae when to school for SS.... i had a revision and a short coversation with my SS teacher. cannot really explain coz it concern some.then, went CP, and punggol park. then, went home to change and headed to mosque. had meeting. i did quite calm for a while. the, went home nothing much i do todae. hope tomorrow will be interesting....

love,
HIME-CHAN

oral

2009-06-05T13:14:00.002+08:00

currently, i'm in skul juz finish my english oral. my invigilator was miss audrey sim. i'm quiet realax when she took mi. super no stress... first time le..... but i din do well for MT. haiya..... prelim somemore... die! stress! update at nite.... toodles!

love,
hime-chan

give me a break

2009-06-03T20:54:00.003+08:00

hey! i juz came back from malaysia visit my grandmother. then, todat gotta go skul hmppph.... so pack....... last friday to saturday got camp at almawaddah. then sunday to tuesday when malaysia. todae to fridae have skul.... tomorrow dnt all the way.... 7.45 amto 5 pm... siao..... then friday got prelim oral.... sian..... when can i get a break.... my bone gonna break soon..... 10 jun planning to go langkawi... heard is a nice place,,,, cool! lookin forward.... dun1 too stress for studies later make mi go IMH..... hahaz...... further update soon! so stay tune

love,
hime-chan

so hurtful

2009-05-25T21:56:00.004+08:00

haiz, i guess ppl come and go.... sometymes. they are unhappy other ppl bcum boxing bag.... i m not a boxing bag...... for you tat i m writing abt.... u maybe i treat u as my bestie but if u gonna scold me bcoz ur confused,i 'm sorry but i can't forgive you..... i already say, i m not somebody tat easily forgive ppl. dun make mi think other ways tat choosing u as my bestie is actually a wrong move.....

i will hate somebody tat hurt mi w/o any reason. the percentage of hatred is the same a a backstabber.... i will oni treat a peson as true fren if the person can understand my feeling and won't hurt my feelin even a portion..... and saying the word of sorry is juz for the sake of sorry, is better nt saying it coz its more hurtful than nt saying sorry.

i'm sorry todae block nt tat covincing but i gotta write itto vent my anger. coz its too hurtful i'm sorry.... any comments. do tag mi......

love,
hime-chan

unexpected

2009-05-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

damn the opening of new mosque was wonderful..... i had a great tyme..... the bonding was crazy..... looking forward fer the upcoming camp..... hahas hope can hang out with you guys sometymes..... hahaz..... now gotta go..... late liao.....

love arabella

rock my dae!

2009-04-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

hey! say! best-thrill

i love this song.... yeah it rock..... transfer to my LG phone..... it consists of oni hey! say! jump photo.... damn! gotta tell you tat i'm crazy bout them..... see damn dance makes mi laugh and smile a lot.

todae i did my MT paper. damn hard sia.... no life arh! when home wif hazlyn and fasyiha. reach home arnd 2 lyke tat. wait for my siz and bro to cum home. then, when vivocity to collect my phone.... walk arnd..... then go home. but i think i prefer using my nokia phone than the LG one.... hmmph so if fed up wif LG one i can go back to my nokia express music phone..... hahaz.....

SS ace is cancel..... erm..... dunno wanna be hapie or sad..... damn i fall sick...... WTH..... juz recover a few weeks ago now cum back again.... as long as normal sickness can..... haiz... now sick can la.... dun during N level i die lyke hell uh..... dunnoe how to say sia..... the moment i've been waiting then cnnt sit fr it.... WTF..... hope tat won't happen...... okaey veri late liao gotta go..... toodles!

love arabella

desperate mode

2009-04-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

haiz, todae is the start of mid year and OMG next cum prelim then, N'level then dead o'level..... desperate mode liao...... luckily i haf waken up from a very loooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg sleep..... nvm now i wake up gotta catch up...... todae paper was english paper 1 and geography.... english paper is lyke wat the hell i ran out of idea........ then, later is geography paper.... quite easy le.... i did rivers and development....... but i dunno wat is core and perphery.... wat a waste.... lose 6 marks just like tat..... then, after tat when home wif yee chen and eugene...... tomorrow paper will be mt paper 1,2,3..... confrm can do...... if difficult oso gotta o and pass..... the least is never get A1 or A2 wat.....

juz now look for lyrics for all the song by HEY! SAY! JUMP...... finally manage to find all... yeah! then, my phone rang! guess who? azura called me.... yeah!

yippie! mondae got meeting about the opening of the new mosque in sengkang..... gotta meet up at 6pm..... hmmmph i wonder gonna wear wat sia...... still thinking..... juz now azura call to tell mi tat msg...... wat a relief after she called me..... so long neva talk, meet and hang out with her.... miz her so much...... now i stand down from NPCC gonna haf lesser tyme in meeting her..... haiz.... I MIZ U

gotta go now.... maybe gonna update at nite if got tyme....... so stay tune......

arabella

wat i think bout frenz

2009-04-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

arrrrrhhhhhh!!!!! yuuto so cute.....

wat i think about the term fren?

1. A friend is one to whom you can pour out the contents of your heart, chaff and grain alike. Knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away.

2. A friend is someone who knows all about you, and loves you just the same.

3. A real friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

4. A true friend will see you through when others see that you are through.

5. Hold a good friend in both your hands

6. A friend is someone who stays by your side all through the troubles he’s caused you.

7. A real friend is someone who knows all your faults, but likes you anyway.

8. A friend is a priceless gem for the crown of life here and a cherished star in memory forever.

9. Friends warm the world with Happiness.

10. To laugh a bit and joke a bit And grasp a friendly hand; To love a bit and scold a bit And know they’ll understand; To tell one’s secrets, hopes and fears And share a friendly smile; To have a friend and be a friend Is what makes life worthwhile.

love arabella

random

2009-04-20T20:24:00.002+08:00

lately super tired..... saturday when to NPAP. jealous sia....... but all that i noe i met wei loon sir and iskandar sir...... see wei loon sir lyke juz wanna shout to him IMY.... but dun1 la. paiseh! the parade was nice.... super nice...... but sad one after another fall out. i gues the heat was too strong. NVM u guys did great. todae lyke normal when to skul but cnnt wake up in the mrning coz haf a sweet dream. GUESS wat I dreamt of HEY! SAY! JUMP. is lyke OMG! i wonder my dream can be reality or nt..... hmmmmph!!!!! i wish i could...... todae go skul...... almost late, so me, yc and adlin took the taxi. nothing much.... after school got oral..... i fumble.... but nvm.... then , go SK polyclinic. after tat go CP go back again to SK polyclinic then, to CP agan..... after tat met my siz.... then, met azila and bazilah.... then, left bazilah.... after tat go pasar mlm..... afetr tat go back to cp then, go home...... ask yc for photo then blogging.....

oya DAING thanks fer the number.... MISSION ACCOMPLISH!

arabella

i miz them so much

2009-04-14T23:28:00.006+08:00

damn all tat i noe my leg super pain sia..... hey ppl! after i calculated i gotta wake up..... N level is 5 months ahead. wth! i gotta wake up... if is good better slap mi to wake mi up.... haiz! i am dead! tomorrow gotta do some CME thing...... friday got phy test and IFD telematch..... haiz so not into it... waste of time......

after talking to my primary school fren which is wei xiang, i miz diz guys:

#muhaimin ( of coz)
#danial martin ( like a must)
khairul ( not so la coz everytime talk but still miz him)
#nayli adlina( where r u?)
#raziq ( MIA)
#nur atikah ( i miz ur laughter)
fatin ( wonder hw r u?)
wardah( i miz u)
daing haslam( dha slalu jumpa tapie slalu buat bodoh)
#nur asyurah( gurl, i miz u so much)
nur athirah( haiz seen u neva change)
farah zilla( erm......)
nadia( i dead miz u)
isty rosyanty ( erm......) (MIA )
#hafiz( i bet ur now looking at us no matter where u r) ( i miz u) (* i juz pray tat u will cum back)
azizul ( MIA)

* tats impossible for sure

# to diz ppl, i gotta say i miz u guys so much and i won't forget sum of the moment we spent our tyme together..... haiz i miz u guys

okaey sad tyme over! i gotta go but all tat i say bout them is from the bottom of my heart.....

love arabella

undefined

2009-04-08T21:50:00.005+08:00

i am more happy than i expected.... todae i gotten back my laughter and smile which had lost not long ago. OMG! todae, a teacher FED UP wif 4N1 sia... first tyme.... wohoo! erm, oni hu involve oni noe..... after skul wait for yee chen... while waiting do class deco.....after tat, wait for eugene.... then, we go Punggol park...... fun? gila fun arh..... i relax and play arnd.... thanks eugene for following and sorie yee chen, i cnnt shout. my throat pain and i cnnt stop coughing..... maybe after recover can.... then, we go river or there again..... okaey!gotta go but all tat i noe, oh my! i love TAKAKI and YUUTO..... i love HEY! SAY! JUMP

wanna see more go youtube find... type "scrap teachers"
very interesting

gotta go..... toodles!

arabella always smile!

sick

2009-04-06T18:33:00.005+08:00

oh dead! i kana fever. in the morning, i oready had flu and cough. then, w/o recovering, i've under the rain. i forgotten tat i m not feeling. juz nw i took my temperature and damn! fever. nothing much i can do. juz wait fer myself to recover. tomorrow still gotta go to skul as i nid to settle the IFD thingy. saturday mock test (humanities). tomorrow i oso got CCA. tomorrow its tyme to pass to the sec 3 all our roles..... haiya..... tyme pass so fast

one thing, i m still waiting fer you to forgive mi...... plz! forgive mi.....

oh my! i am gila bout them.... they totally very hot...... i can't take my eyes off them.... they very kawaii! i gotta tell them aishiteru! OMG!

[x] takaki( my beloved one )
[x] hikaru ( my prince )
[x] morimoto ( my little innocent one)
[x] yamada ( my cutie pie)
[x] yuuto ( my hot one)
[x] chinen ( my baby)
[x] daiki ( my cool hunk)
[x] inoo kei ( the sweet one)
[x] keito ( the shy gentlemen)
[x] yabu (the funny weirdest hunk)

oh my! they totally rock... rite nw they r on world tour and the gotta haf to cum to Singapore and i nt gonna let go off them lyke wat i did to Didicazli.... wakakaka! they rock my life!

gotta go nw so toodles!

arabella

I LOVE HEY! SAY! JUMP
I LOVE TAKAKI AND HIKARU( oh my!)

changing my atitude

2009-04-05T13:41:00.002+08:00

yesterdae, when to HRC.... pretty tired... there's some memorable ones. but all tat i noe i gain my confidence from fright of height. flying fox and vertical log i took a pretty long time. for vertical log i kana dehydration. oh my......

i woke up at 0515... went out of my hse at 0600..... walk to skul fer 30 minutes. sorie to yc fer making you worried. i was trying to clear my mind but juz walking w/o ani1 arnd me. if i've taken the bus, it juz gonna distract me more.

i juz dunno hw i gonna change myself but all tat i noe i m scared to make tat big leap coz it gonna take me a full risk..... i am gonna do my bez to make everybody haf a smile for my presence.... to fwens hu oready smiles fer mi thanks but i dun wanna u guys to smile bcoz of pity, force or pretend. juz smile when u really nid to..... i maybe not gonna smile as much as i do b4 but i will try to at least haf a smile a dae eventhough tat gonna be a short period of tyme.....

to my form teacher, maybe tat dae i said tat my spine was painful it doesn but standing up is also another reason so that i did not seat uncomfortably coz my heart and mind was not there during ur lesson....... i'm sorry!

yesterdae i met this guy and guess wat the person tat fought wif my squadmates during LMSC was actually my primary skul classmates.... haix! so long neva seen him. its lyke been 4 yrs neva met and yestedae msg hi and we flashback the old dae when we were arnd. we together miss the old dae........ haix!

hmmph! todae, i m veri tired anitink i still gotta move on..... damn.... another 1 ask mi change my attitude....... i guess i m nw an angel changing to a devil huh? okaey if everybody wana mi to do tat..... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

arabella

hu i really am....

2009-04-02T11:56:00.002+08:00

hey ppl! i m juz gonna describe to you all hu i really am when i am in primary school. i am actually a tomboy gurl, i m quiet, i dun mix around wif ppl.... always keep problems to myself so tat i can see smiles on everybody faces hu are around mi...... i haf low self-esteem. i get bullied easily by my frenz and sizter...... i let everybody bully mi and i neva do a thing to defend myself. my sizter bullied or punch or even step on top of mi and i neva do anitink. after tat i lead myself wif blue black on my body..... i dun participate in activities and i am not a cheerful gurl. diz thing changes the moment i step into secondary school. i think i gotta change in becumming hu i m in primary school.....

next, y muz ppl hate mi..... did i offend them? i wanna be loved not to be hated. i m nt a perfect gurl. i m juz a gurl hu can't even stand up when she fall..... maybe some ppl see mi as though i m brave and tough. but inside of mi, i m exactly opposite. i think something i do in front of ppl is juz to let ppl accept mi..... i dun even noe y i have to live when i continue to hurt everybody's feeling. i think i haf ot change myself back in becumming a quiet so tat when i talk leser, i will make little mistake......

but one think i gotta tell everybody is tat i wanna be accepted in a way tat i really am not wat i m. and one think i gotta tell.... i anybody hate or dislike mi, juz tell mi straight onto my face. i dun lyke ppl to pretend. it is super hurtfull. i rather ppl say negative thing rite at my face then ppl pretending. so ppl hu dislike or hate mi, juz TELL MI... don't say behind my back....

nothing much i gotta say, tomorrow is speech day.... haiya! tired le.... but i gotta try my bez and i noe i can do it...... i've gotta make myself recover so tat i cn attend tomorrow parade smoothly... yea. gotta do tat.... okaey nothing much! toodles!

love,
arabella

ps: i still love you

unlucky

2009-03-29T11:25:00.002+08:00

hmmmph! let mi first wish my squadmates, congratz! in receiving their SSGT rank.... welcum to the company... yeah! Friday is really an unlucky day. some of us when off from school at 8pm.... we left koufu at 9.30pm...... back then, somethings had happen but i couldn't give an explaination as it is confidential. haf to reach skul 6.45am tomorrow.... dead! haiya gtg!
toodles!

happy bdae/fall sick

2009-03-23T16:32:00.003+08:00

Hmmmph!!!!!! wat a good way to start my week.... i fall sick todae and didn't went to skul todae.... i catch a cold and had fever. i got bad headache, flu, cough and sore throat.... afterhaving six medicine, i added 4 more.... so total i haf to take a total of 10 different medicine. btw wanna wish yee chen aka volcano/lion, a happy 16th bdae... ur sweet 16 year..... hmmmph fall sick cannot plan any fishy things for her..... btw i miss him.... hahaz oni 2 daes neva see him, oready miss him.... tomorrow gotta go to skul. i hope i will soon recover..... haiya.... and tomorrow gt speech dae rehearsel... oh no! nvm.... gtg

toodles

love frum
arabella

ps: i love him

2009-03-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

i m deadly tired that i slept at 9am yesterday and wake up 5 pm..... sleep so long sia.

from 19/3-21/3
enter nco camp as a trainer..... some cadets funny, some veri potential one, some weak ones and all tat i noe there are so many casualties. so far camps tat we haf fun throughout pei hwa npcc history dun haf so many casualties...... some casualties makes mi stress.... i haf fun during the camp.... sad i m the oni female nco sent. the others are all male......
nco sent are
-> me
-> aidil
-> nicholas
-> alan
->anthony
CI'S
-> fu lin sir
-> azura ma'am
-> zubaidah ma'am

congratz to all sec 3..... all are ncos. after camp, went home a while then went to tampines.... its my caousin bdae.... down saw abang syafiq..... hmmph 2 years neva see.....
congratz! to kak tijah and abang lutfi
nothing much!
gtg
toodles

love from
arabella

ps: i love him

bad bdae

2009-03-17T23:03:00.002+08:00

special thanks to all my frenz hu gave mi a surprise bdae.....

random order,

yee chen
zubaidah
alan
can xing
ee hon
eugene
fennie
gwendoline
yu shu
aidil

too bad i start my dae in a bad way by gettin scolded by my mum.....
then, purposely went to skul late.... after ace.... go home...... arnd 1pm go kovan wif my mum..... mit yee chen at 4.... sori late....... then kana by surprise..... unexpected ppl are ee hon, alan, can xing, zubaidah, gwen and aidil...... had a short tyme of fun.... den went home.... wash up....
went out wif yee chen, siti and eugene. siti went to cut her hair.....
all of sudden, ot of no where a lady hu haf mental problem came a scolded mi.... i dunno y..... then, mit azura...... saw azila, bazilah, jarence, some sec 2, haikal, dzuraij and some NCDCC.... wait for the rest...... walk arnd cp..... then, at 7, fu lin, can xing, alan, ee hon, nick and joyce reach.... then, fu lin bcum devil.... ask aidil tocum in 30 minutes.... ask him fetch cab..... something happen which is unexpected..... all tat i m shock is help ppl oso kana scolded.... neva help oso kana.... might as welll dun help........ so end my dae with full of scolding...... wat a bad bdae...... but thanks to all tat wish and celebrate my bdae... thank u so much......

arabella

bored

2009-03-17T10:57:00.002+08:00

arrrrr!!!!!!! i m so bored at dnt ace..... hahaz purposely go late..... i m deadly bored..... then wat a bad morning to start dae.... kana scolded by mum early in the morning. some more my bdae le..... helo.... nevamind later gonna meet yc and syg and my darlink.... gtg....

toodles!
arabella

screw up

2009-03-16T21:14:00.004+08:00

guess wat juz nw i screw up during my oral.... i totally panick as my invigilator was.... mr muru.... i was freaking panick... i couldn't say anitink...... the feedback wasn't really gd... damn.....

nvm put it aside.... after oral went KFC to eat..... then went home.... sleep dunno hw many hours then, my siz wake mi up.... i got a surprise mini bdae party in advance..... thanks btw.....

to my frens tat wish mi in advance, thanks so much.....

tomorrow got dnt ace at 8-12.... 3pm goin wif chen2 but dunno where.....then 7pm got meeting..... man! but nvm.... haiya my syg not goin... so sad.....

arabella

ps: i love you!

hmmph hope tat when i strike 16, things gonna change to better.... i wish.....

camp

2009-03-15T17:20:00.004+08:00

arrrhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so damn tired...... really tired..... extremely..... after came back frum camp which is yesterdae, i can't get myself up till todae morning at 11 am..... my whole body is too painful.

i haf fun at nite not in the afternoon.... u noe i noe can oready..... eventhough i m bored.... there will sumbody near me n always wif mi.... b4 the camp i already thought it won't run well fer the sec 1 and wat i predict.... yippy it strick.....

thing happen in the camp were surely officially a secret btween all of us

my holidaes is exremely burn.... oh no. BOOOOHUUUUHUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!

monday-> oral

tuesday->dnt ace

wednesday->flag day

thursday-> nco camp/ buddy walk talk

friday-> nco camp

saturday-> nco camp plus buddy walk plus my cousin wedding

sunday-> gotta finish up hmwk.....

ps: 2 more day... yippy and oh no!

a broken heart

2009-03-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

People sometymes say stuff tat are super hurtful. sometymes ppl may talk but did they even think. my heart is painful tat it continue to cry frum inside. maybe everytyme i cry i couldn't express it thru outside. i am back to laz tyme. keeping all problems to myself. maybe tat is the oni way tat won't hurt others,,, i won't mind if i hurt myself but all tat i wana to see is smile and laughter frum everybody arnd me especially all the loved one arnd and beside me. to all ppl askin me whether i am goin thru a lot of problems rite nw, the answer is yes..... a lot of problem bothering me and i gotta haf to solve it as soon as possible so tat it won't affect my studies. to my adek angkat and my friends, i noe some of u noe my problems. i hope diz problem can be resolve, i m gettin tired of problems repeating again and again...... i hope those ppl can open their eyes and see..... damn it.

todae, i am happy to be able to see ppl arnd me smile again..... nth specially bout todae but i m sure tat i m pretty tired.... and i am shock to see tat adlin is quite strict. go adlin..... ur the 'MAN'.

the torn soul

The Stream of a tear drop
The whistle of a gentle touch
All the things You did that made me crushed
Memories that make a frown up pond my face
Killing my insides like a knife threw my head
Poisoning my heart that is in my cold lifeless body

so confusing

2009-03-02T20:57:00.006+08:00

Hmmph! y do some ppl haf to go against it???? i do nt really want to write the real situation as it is very privacy. but i really dun understand.... hmmmph!!!!! i am gonna be in real trouble when i see all my failing grades and my mum is really gonna unhappy wif it..... and i guess i am gonna hear few nagging and haf to end some stuff.... i hope nt...... i am wondering wat is goin to happen in my future.... i am veri worried every second tat is cumming up......

sorry!, by, i am facing a lot of problem rite nw........ i hope i can end it up and solve it quick.... i wanna a better future. not a dark and scary future...... after diz week, i think i am gonna change but nid full support by evrybody arnd mi.... so tat i m not drag to the wrong side..... i've accept a challenge by my aunt tat i m the person she really think i m..... i cannot tell my past to my aunt eventhough she know a bit....... haiyo! so stress... so confusing.... arrrrrrhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love
arabella

ps: some ppl can be pathetically annoying.... some can be so damn F***ing..... damn you. spoil my mood......

full of tears....

2009-02-28T19:05:00.002+08:00

first of all i wana say..... happy anniversary to my love and happy anniversary to my fren.....(oni u will noe it)

wat i m goin post todae will gonna be sumthing nice fer sure..... there tears in mi fer sure when i m gonna write diz.....

everything has gone very well this week exclude when the two days when im doin test, i unconscious fer 2-3 seconds...... then i gain my consciousness.... it happens yesterdae.....

firstly, i haf attend CCA late arnd 45 minutes late...... then, i gave the teacher my letter to say tat i haf asthma...... but the person show mi attitude...... so i juz walk off.... then, i get to change i help out wif the sec 1..... damn...... it was fine but teaching them is like killing mi...... they won't listern..... then, it is the Speech Day rehearsel..... damn... i m so damn F***ing pissed off..... the whole parade i was serious been treated as i m nt important at all....... then, i juz get out of the parade and talk to my group of cadets tat oso kana kick out......

is lyke the position is bein shuffle bcoz of rank and then, i m put into a position when i m nt suppose to be..... one tink i juz gotta say..... if u got a status, dun use ur status to treat others different..... and dun do things which will eat up ur own word...... even though ppl know noe ur attitude and personality, doesn't u haf to show it and say it out loud.... u can improve urself better.........

eventhough u r an adult, it doesn't u r wiser then kids...... if u act this way, i tink kids is more matured then u....... at least kids can tink and correct their mistake and even apologise but if adults doen't do this stuff, i tink u r smaller then a kid.....

btw to situation.... after slacking arnd, i when to the classroom to complaint to the others.... and sorry to my fren hu is inside the room. i enter the room then shout vulgarities..... sori so much..... then, we were dismiss so late by 1 hour... damn it..... if i noe dun haf proper dismissal, i could haf gone home earlier.....

todae, talk to cx then talk to syg..... thx for the advise and syg thx fer ur support... but sad tat i can't help and noe ur problem. i hope there will be a dae tat u will tell mi......

and to the class i m not invisible...... i haf a heart....... plz take care of it.....

nothing much tat i wana say...... it is all up to the person tat noe...... i juz leave it to u.......
i will continue to leave when u wana mi too.....
and syg i really nid ur guidance...... my tears sooner or later gonna flood the world......
and thx fer giving ur support......

not much love, but little love
and much tears,

arabella

more photo

2009-02-14T17:37:00.014+08:00

more photo cummin up.....

happy valentine day

2009-02-14T17:14:00.004+08:00

firstly, i will lyke to wish all a Happy Valentine day to all my frenz that i care and love..... to my sayang happy valentine to you too.

so far everything has gone wild.... tyme pass in my condition of sadness, unhappiness, happiness, joy and heart shattering...... receive good news, shocking news.... spread good and bad news...... but all that i go thru is part of life and cnnt run away frum it..... pass few weeks it has been great wif my "sizters and bruders" i oso has request to drop A-maths for better concentration fer my E-maths..... and talking bout subject..... dead meat! want to take N'LEVEL and O'LEVEL is damn expensive.... and if i miss out or fail any subject, i'm gonna wastemy money..... that is secondary school, how about poly or ITE? enter a course for a semester the fees is $2100. damn!

oya for all my frenz tat keep rioting fer photo..... okaey i will post.......

jb dae

2009-01-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

todae... i went to JB... wah pretty crowded..... then, strolll around larkin...... went home around 6.30...... tired la..... went home sit a while...... then eat..... erm..... see hindustan show..... then watch my favourite show.... continue watch hindustan show...... then update blog.... wana sleep but can't..... haiyo.....

toodles

thank you mrs yao

2009-01-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

firstly, i wana start my sentence wif a sad news.... mrs yao, vice-principal of pei hwa sec wana go fer her further studies at melbourne. she want to take her masters...... yesterdae was a veri long dae..... fer the chinee ppl.... happy chinese new year.... xin nian kuai le......

mrs yao start of by wearing a pei hwa uniform to skul... and i think it was quite cute....... then her speech... the moment of word goodbye let off her mouth, i started to cry in me..... she is the most humourous and cool VP i've eva met........

next start wif english... it is damn boring..... next is maths... learn a bit and talk a lot..... then is PE..... miss yeo seems to be quite convince and happy wif 4N1...... next was break... everybody seems so tired..... then, we went to the quadrangle.... we proceed to the halll. the celebration starts....

next i wana congratulate afiqah,jocelyn and aida fer receiving the scholarship......

the performance was veri convincing...... but my leg wasso damn tired that iwas lyke a limp leg... then haikal ask ' am i okey..... nid a carry? i say no thank.... but haikal thk fer the offer....

next came after skool..... the NP NCO polish their booths... hahaz all no tyme..... not really convincing wif the cadet especially justin... justi really got onto everyone's nerve and especially on mr tan.....

pretty tired.... went hom wif aida, azila, suhaimi and matthew...... hahaz damn funny went running, my earpiece coil oto my ankle and a can stick onto matthew's shoe.....wakakaka......

go home chane attire, watch favourite show.... miss another one and go to sleep .....

tat all fer yesterdae summary

love frum,
arabella

happy tymes

2008-12-13T13:04:00.002+08:00

i m quite happy yesterdae... at last met up wif the NCO..... haf ur so call slacking tyme...... we start off by meeting ma'am in skul at 9...... we settle stuff in the NP room and done UOPA..... it drag till about 1.50..... we haf to meet the sec 2 at 2..... oh no!!!!!!! when ma'am says tat hu urgently nid to go bcoz of some secret thing, guess wat nicholas ur chairman ran out of skul w/o any delays..... follow by me, yee chen and erm..... cnnt remember.... we waited fer can xing ad alan at the bus stop... while waiting we saw june and jeanin opposite us...... we wav at them...... then, the bus arrive...... we metsec 2... i went home awhile to eat and change.... then met sec 2 at multi-purpose hall...... we talk, they talk... they discuss, we slack and we entertain..... some decision were oso made and given..... after the meeting yee chen, ben liang, can xing alan and me went to the basketball court to play basketball.... around 6.30pm we went home leaving the three guys there..... oya yesterdae azura and siti came back.... WELCUM BACK GUYS!

so far that all tat i gotta say... stay tune!

looking forward for the chalet

toodles!

2008-12-03T21:32:00.003+08:00

oh no!

school abt to start..... i haf not settle any of my hmwk....... hmmp..... diz month usesa lot of money and damn money prob...... as bangkok flights has been cancel my dad company are not able t import any tools for them to use.... now instead of 12 hrs woking hours bcum 5 hrs... wat a huge different..... oh no next year N level and i m still not prepared yet..... help mi!

neva put away my problems and focus on studying....... oh no! damn siti! u gotta wake up or u'll haf to say bye! to ur beloved stuff.........

siti no distraction focus!

cut down text messaging, chatting on phones, chating in msn, and stop slackin in class... gotta listern in class... gd siti!

till then!

good bye!

toodles!

Stay tune!

tired as eva

2008-11-21T13:00:00.002+08:00

rite nw i m superb duperb tired..... after wakkin up diz morning to sent my bro fer his band practise, i had to do the house chores....... clean the bedroom, living rom and the kitchen.... rite nw my hse is quite clean but i dunno i it gonna remain till evening......hmmp..... i quite miss mye wens.... i tink almost a month did not see them... except fer sum NPCC fwens......

i had not touch mye hmwk yet..... i guess where did i place them.... gotta haf to look fer them...... hmmp.... i guess i until here..... stay tune fer next update! toodles!

love,
aisyah

dedication.....

2008-11-08T15:42:00.002+08:00

what if today was your last day
what would you do, what would you say
would you go home and be with the ones you adore
would you go and finish up things you didnt finish before
how would you say good-byewhat would be your last wishes before you die
At first I think I would cry,I would be scared to die.
but I would grunt my teeth and then try.
i'd write a letter to my family and friends
I wouldn't be waiting time with lose ends
I wouldn't clean, and I wouldn't runI would have the biggest party ever done
But before I Go I have one request
for the world to live each second for the best.

BY:pimpT

this poem i dedicated to my fren hu almost lost her mind.....

♥here appear i front of mi again♥

2008-11-07T23:19:00.004+08:00

you are mye history.....
but you seems to appear in mye future....
how can diz be?
you gonna leave mi, leaving mi all alone.....
i am glad tat i m juz lookin at you frum far cuz
it gonna make me easy to let you off my sight.....
but when the dae when i knoe you gonna leave,
i think i gona burst into tears which mye fren would oni gonna noe.....
but why u gotta leave......
its okey! i try to put you aside fer you to be my history.....
dear prince, dun appear in front of mi......

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rite nw i m handling housework since my mum has nt cure.....
i am glad to see my mum better....
i am superb glad to see mye mum able to walk again......
she gotta haf to take a few medicine to cure and control herself....
me? another one... dun wana take care of myself, nw gotta haf to depend on medicine....
haiyo.... wake up la...... you are juz over work out ur muscle....
i hope to get a medicine which yee chen gonna gif which make me lesser hyperactive.....
wakakakaka!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where got such things.........

okaey gotta stop till here!
stay tune for next update.....
sayonara!

love,
arabella

get well soon

2008-10-26T17:59:00.003+08:00

hi there,

sori to my peeps out there..... busy lately and my current reason not updating is bcoz my mum is warded in hospital.... i overnite there takling care of my mum.... veri tired and sleepy.... but nvm for the sake of my mum...... i'll pray tat my mum will get well soon.....

GET WELL SOON MUMMY!

at last.....

2008-10-10T21:31:00.003+08:00

Todae, i juz finish mye exam.... Yipee! tyme to enjoy after a long stretch stress.....

this poem below i m dedicating it to mye fren hu r seriously having a messy mind....

2 whom u are, u r the one tat noe.....

You Can Do Anything

You Believe You Can

Just start somewhere. Resolve to do something.

You might even write out what you want to accomplish.

Then explore what you need to do toreach you goal, and start doing it, step by step.

It's the same as if you were planning a trip:

you get a map, make your preparations, and then starttraveling the right road.

Don't get "bound up" in any problems that stand in your way.

Do something every day to resolve them.

Trust your instincts.

Do one thing at a time.

Remember... if you sow seeds of fear, doubt, panic,and procrastination,

it will most likely work against you.

If you keep doing the same things you're doing now,

you will keep ending up in similarplaces to where you are now.

Once you start making progress towards your goal,

you will be magically propelled towards eventual reward.

Just keep listening and taking directionfrom inside you.

Be patient; your dreams will notcome true overnight.

But start now, and go with love and courage and confidence.

Don't be afraid.

You can do anything you believe you can.

And

don't forget to keep an open mind and heart tocheck yourself along the way.
You can do it!

Go for it, and good luck.

~ Donna Fargo ~

This poem is specially dedicated to my one and only fren hu is really in a deep mess.....

i guess this may be helpfull for u..... my advise to u is aproch the person if u dun wana regret or see the person leave w/o knoeing ur feelin......

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after a long week not updating, i guess it's tyme 4 mi to update wat i m doin......

[ ] busy wif hari raya

[ ] exam fever

[ ] paint house

[ ] problems

[ ] Npccc

this week schedule.....

11.10.08-> perjumpaan hari raya

12.10.08-> go hari raya

13.10.08-> marking dae(morning), promotion test (afternoon)

14.10.08-> post exam activities and practise 4 malacca trip perormance

15.10.08-> post exam activities and practise 4 malacca trip performance

16.10.08-> post exam activities and practise 4 malacca trip performance

17.10.08-> promotion dae...... went out with azura, azila, aidil, atikah, hidayah, nadya

18.1o.08-> go malacca

19.10.08-> back from malacca

20.10.08-> back to skul..... oh no!

schedule veri tight... so ppl hu wana meet or go out wif mi, tell earlier.....

guess tat it gtg,

love from

NAYLA

buku harian nayla

2008-09-17T18:52:00.003+08:00

Todae, i juz finish watching a movie entitled " buku harian nyala".... diz show really touch my feeling a lot.... the show want to prove to ppl tat not all ppl are fortunate.... some ppl tat are well and strong want to haf short lives...eg. me..... but not for nw anymore...... but some ppl tat cnnt live long in diz world wanted to live even longer so tat they cn achieve their aim..... but this unfortunate gurl named nayla had make ppl life veri meaningful evnthough she is veri weak physically but in her she is a veri strong person...... i juz hope i could be lyke her bein a veri strong person tat cn take problems and fact in a patient and calm way...... this show has make me change my mind set...... i juz hope i could be her..... so nw i would lyke to nayla not arabella. so call me nayla.....

from nw on,
i am

Nayla

Problems

2008-09-11T23:56:00.003+08:00

Wat problems am i goin thru rite nw? hard to explain but i can try.....

problems tat is bothering mi is

♥ my cadets
♥ my family
♥ feelings
♥ exams....
♥ friends
♥ teachers
♥ myself
♥ promotion test
♥ future

♥ cadets problems

i tend to gif all my cadets face wif i kept givin the way... juz correct their mistakes and did not continue wif punishment.... then, kept correcting them wif their mistakes and explain wat their prob...... we gif laughter the tend to gif us in return sadness and anger..... how can they backstab their own Nco when the Nco gif them faces...... so i guess the cummin training onwards no givin face, no givin change..... won't follow wat the want, juz follow ur own stuff!...... i juz can't imagine tat my cadets is treating the nco diz way... wana us do lyke the CI's do to us, we will do it......

♥ family problem

most of it is juz bout taking care of ppls feeling and har to talk tto my family members when there is problem..... we tend to quarrel if one of us said the wrong word..... so it juz too hard to aproach one another to solve problems but it is easy for us to communicate and express ur problems to ur family members,,,, i tend to understand more of my mum feelings and i dun really understand wats up wif my siblings... tat qns is still goin thru my mind 4 a veri long tyme.....

♥ feeling problem

i nidda take care of frenz feeling, sibling, parents, relative and senior citizens..... i tend to take care of all diz ppls problem wen i juz realise tat i dun even care bout my own feeling... maybe juz solving other ppls problem makes mi learn how to solve my own problem..... i tend to cover all my sadness thru smiles and laughter..... if i gotta any probllem, i would juz cover wif laughter to forget my problem... not saying tat i wana forget it, but juz wana put it juz for mi to focuson my studies..... maybe tat is one of the way for mi to avoid it.....

♥ exam problem

i juz feel tat end of year is super fast... in a blink, it juz appear..... i can see tat i m still not ready to seat for my exam and i m nw struggling...... lots of frenz is helping mi but i dunno wat has gotten into mi tat makes mi stay away fom books and studies..... i seek help from ppl around mi to help mi wif mi the struggle.......

♥ friends problem

my friend are juz forcing mi do stuff tat dun 1..... why must ppl force mi to sumthing and why can't juz ppl tell mi if they are unhappy wif mi.... talk dun keep and talk behind mi... wana settle, settle rite nw.. DUN DELAY! so far i kept doin wat ppl ask mi to but i m not doin wat the stuff i m capable..... PPL! LISTERN UP..... THE PERSON TAT I M FOGHTING IN LIFE IS MYSELF.... NT U ALL..... SO STOP ASKIN TO DO URSTUFF WHICH DOES NT BELONG TO MI...... it won't haf any advantage to mi at all... but a little bit of advantage haf...... SO PPL... START ASKING URSELF... " WAT ARE U CAPABLE OF?"

♥ teacher problem

my teacher is lyke putting three remedial in one dae which haf clash and all teachers are saying....." i dun care..... 2dae is my dae and i wana those ppl to attend my remedial......" dun expect a single student to attend all three remedials ata tyme rite... of the student can cut into many parts, i think the student haf already done it..... teacher not saying tat we are rite... but not all of wat u say is possible for the student to do.... i juz hope tat my teacher can think twice b4 saying anything... i juz hope for the da to come......

♥ myself

i dunno wats up wif mi but all that i noe tat i m gin thru lots of stress..... my life is goin upside down. my life is juz too complicated to solve... lyke a mic in a maze...... i juz wana haf a hapi and fun life which some of my fenz are doin it for mi such as yee chen, azura, azila, can xing and alan.... [ sori to ppl i did not mention] maybe u guys still haf not do as much those ppl listed as done for mi........ nothing much to say bout my problem but all tat i knoe..... PPL MAKE MY LIFE HAPI AND DUN MAKE MI SAD.......

♥ promotion test problem

i juz feel tat i dun wana get promoted to SSGT. my herat had shattered into million of pieces..... at first, i haf the aim of leaving the as a SI. but then, thru the problem i go thru in cca, i think i juz wana stop at sgt...... i will reconsider if i wana be a SSGT. maybe i want but juz see how i juz gonna sacrifise my tyme for my cca... HEY, PPL DUN U SEE.... I HAF SACRIFE ALMOST 3/4 OF MY LIFE IN MY CCA AND U STILL DUN APPRECIATE IT...... MAYBE U GIF A LITTLE MORE SUPPORT MAYBE I JUZ WILL..... talk to me bu dun pressure mi or else gona see mi in woodbridge or IMH..... so pl wif ur support for mi.....

♥ future problem

ppl help mi.... i stll dun haf an aim in life... wat should i do? wat poly i wana go? wt coursesi wana take? wat job do i wana do? do i still wana continue my studies after poly..... help mi!!!!! i m strugglin n the water...... ppl gif mi suggestion........

Azura, Azila, Cik Ayob, my mum and my true fren...... thanks for makin my life a meaningful one..... azura hope ur friendship will last long for ever...

feel free to comment and tag mi..... gif ur sugestion and it gonna help mi alot.....

All the while,
i am
siti aisyah♥

its juz been great

2008-09-07T10:26:00.002+08:00

yo reader of my blog!

it has been so long ever since the last tyme i wrote...... i has been seriously busy for mi and crazy.... crazy? i oso dunno y.... maybe bcoz it is fasting month and gonna hari raya soon.... OMG! exam oso cummin up and oh no! i m nt prepared......gotta study.... lastminutes oso laz minutes la... i dun care.... at least i got the knowledge.... and its neva too late.... and btw i gonna get crazy oready.... sooner or later....... i wonder wat is gonna happen on 14 and 15... my mum and siz kept a secret and i duuno wat.....

my tyme has been great, memorable and sumtyme sad but haf been minimise.... and 2daes i haf dreamt of Aliff Aziz.... OMG! and the dream was fabulous.... cnnt share... secret... oni sum ppl noe.... oni ppl tat care Aliff Aziz.... such Belo and giler.... wakaka......

And btw mimin... addmy fren..... and he add all gurls... flirt sia....... wonder when can meet him..... nvm wen free then meet la..... rite gotta focus on studies, help cadets to revise and house deco for hari raya... OMG! so many.....

i haf finish painting my house... nidda do another side oni and touch up on my living room.... i heard diz gonna be nice and i gonna be hapi but dunno wat... but nvm, i juz gotta wait and see.... surprise is better... i love surprises......

k la gotta go.... till then,

toodles,

all the while,
i am,

ARABELLA!

my blue dae

2008-08-18T20:06:00.003+08:00

ihaf done some editon with azura, azilah and aida.... todae really haf fun eventhough i started bein blue diz morning. bu all went well diz morning....

tat all for todae...
till then,

Love,
Arabella

my precious moment

2008-08-17T15:43:00.009+08:00

Guess wat... yesterday i manage to meet all my favourite singers..... they are seriously cute.... especially Naza from Revalina.... i get to meet Aliff Aziz, Didi Cazli, Sleeq and Revalina... I went to Rentak Singapura.... it is at downtown.... i seat at blok 1 and it is near the speaker. man my ear drum almost burst sia.... but all tat i knoe is tat i get to take pic wif all my idol and get to talk to them.... i am so them crazy tat i and azura shout veri loud and after we get to take pic wif them, mi and azura shout w/o havin to care bout our surrounding. all tat i noe, i manage to tell Aliff Aziz tat he is cute i person.... OMG.... i almost melted seeing them... crazy rite.... my fun and memories i will not forget.... yeah....... nvm... i dun wanna talk more... let the pic do the speaking... picture speaks louder than word but not my voice... hahaz

Mi and Aliff Aziz! My Idol....

Azura, mi, aida, azila and Kc

Mi and Syarif

Mi and Didi Cazli

Mi and Naza from Revalina

Until here, till then!

Love,

Arabella

a hole in my heart

2008-08-11T21:03:00.003+08:00

It is very painful when u see tat u haf been backstab by someone you care, love and just help.... i had a big hole in my heart.... no one help mi when i share my problems to..... hu can i rely on.... wanna tell my problems to my fren cnnt bcoz they are all buzy and nid to settle their own life.... i din wana add my problem into them..... help mi... i'm stuck... tomorrow goin to school not wif my bez frenz beside mi.... gone for 4 daes and i guessi wil be alone.... at last i told my mum tat i become a childish person is bcoz i wanna cover my problem tat i m into..... i guess no use bein a good person.... wats the point... pploni look at ur bad siides not ur good side ....... it is a pain.....

put tat aside... yesterdae, i lost my hp.... and omg... ireally dunno wat to do.... i m so lucky tat the person tat found my phone return it to mi.... but i oni get the phone from my mum diz morning... after i flood my bed wif my tear last nite......

arabella

you are the strength for mi....

2008-08-03T09:43:00.003+08:00

I am gettin crazy wif my life....everything doesn't seems rite around me..... a word said makes the whole house chaos. sori to all my frens bcoz i cnnt attend. i can't possibly move on as there is no more hope in me... bein the elders is not as easy as it seems...... bein the elders nid lots of sacrifise.... bein the elders haf to be considerate. i can't possibly take it. a body nid to do everythin.... a heart nid to take care all. one dae i m gonna collapse if i m too stress...... if i ontinue to think abt ppl around me, i dun think i gonna do any well in my studies. how can tat possivly happen..... mummy, dun think negative of mi...... i haf nobody except u mummy, u r my strength, u r my soul, u r my everything. u gif mi strength, u gif mi hope, u gif me the the strength for mi to live in this world..... i can't bare to see you cry.... continue to help mi mummy....

aisyah

busy lately

2008-07-17T19:33:00.003+08:00

at last i manage to update... it has been very busy for mi lately. ever since skul start, i kept sleeping veri late as i nid to finish up my hmwk, project, and some NPCC stuff..... go through lots of problem and challenges but in the end i manage to overcome it eventhough it is veri hard for me..... dun worry... everything for me is stable now.... maybe diz week i intend to go to the gym if i m not busy.... maybe gonna bring along aida and jeanin..... i guess tat is it.... k for now.... bye!

picture at pasir ris and aloha chalet

2008-07-05T22:35:00.019+08:00

picture taken at different places.....

haf worm sia

^ group shot

hide behind her

funny sia my face

azura and zubaidah

ee hon kana bully sia

haf ppl 'KPO' sia

nice rite

lookin at the sunset

how cute diyana is....

oya... i miz alan and can xing sia..... miz them so much.... when they say got anything to say.... cnnt say anything coz too sad.... eventhough there is lots of thing tat want to say.... but cnnt come out

aisyah aka ain or arabella

diyana burfdae

2008-07-05T21:36:00.003+08:00

todae, i start off my dae by waking up late... hahaz... lazy mi..... so here how the story start.....

>> wake up

>> surf internet

>> eat

>> bath

>> get ready to go diyana party

>> went out

>> go compass

>> go spectacle shop

>> go mini toons

>> withdraw money

>> meet ee hon

>> go hougang mall

>> meet azura and zubaidah

>> take bus 51

>> reach Joo chiat

>> buy concert ticket

>> take bus 21 to whitesands

>> take shuttle bus to aloha bungalow

>> lost and finally found our way

>> reach there saw diyana kana bash

>> she smell lyke cake

>> ginvera still can say " can i eat you ?"

>> saw express ppl, normal academic and normal technical ppl

>> ashraf, syafik, fahmi, farid, azimah and fren, siti nuraisyah, ifa, ginvera etc

>> took pic....

>> siti nuraisyah cuzen play with us

>> damn him... first hit the soccer ball two tyme at my head

>>den one tyme at my face...pain sia

>> he called mi, azura, zubaidah and aida the four catfish....

>> we eat, play, take photo, talk and watch sunset

>> went home around 7+

>> reach home aroun 8+

i haf fun and meet new frens..... haf nice memories and culdn't resist how fun it is.... i hope next year diyana gonna make again..... wana wish diyana hapi sweet sixteen and hapi 16t burdae......

Hapi

16th

Burfdae

Diyana

see whim smile again.....

2008-06-29T20:13:00.002+08:00

Todae, i wake up at 9.25 am......

>>> wash up.....
>>> went fair price at buangkok.....
>>> clean up house.....
>>> go out to beach road....
wif

<><> yee chen
<><> aida
<><> alan
<><> can xing
<><> ben liang
<><> ee hon

met... geraldine and june there wif any notice.....

>>> go buy NPCC stuff
>>> then go bugis
>>> enter an entrance of a mall... went out to other exit.....
>>> eat...
>>> sim lim mall
>>> receive call from azura....
>>> veri shocking coz hear tat sham pass away....
>>> then, went home....
>>> eat
>>> chat wif yee chen
>>> blogging
>>> do hmwk

todae, i really haf fun eventhoght it start wif a rough start but in the end everyone was hapi and haf a big smole on their face... glad to see alan smile after he haf know the truth.... i m glad he did not make the wrong choice and it did not dissapoint mi and yee chen... proud of you alan..... k la gtg.... *TTFN

arabella

* ta ta for now

my hapi dae

2008-06-28T22:22:00.002+08:00

27.06.08

todae, there is lots of things goin on... first it start off by goin to skul.... i felt veri enthusiastic to go skul... i wake up early and set off for skul..... teacher did not gif lots of hmwk and it is veri amazing coz every weekend sure kana hmwk but nt for diz week.... then, skul ended.. some headed back home and some waited for CCA..... haf private talk wif can xing and ee hon.... then, go buy 1.5 litres of water. then, wait at Koufu for tyme to pass by.... then, haf a small chat bout some of our teacher,,,, i left my fren as i dizagree wif them but aidil follow mi behind and i dunno why..... after tat i kept nagging in class, go change and head off for NPCC.....

At first, i really haf a rough start but in the end everything went well..... oya pei xu... sori for shouting at you rite in front of your face... i dun really mean tat..... ten, everyone gather for attendance taking. so diz is the schedule....

-> attendace taking
-> muster parade shout..
-> intermediate drill 4
-> recreational traininng but change to surprise muster parade...
-> debrief
-> go home

attendance taking when well..... muster parade okey.... intermediate dril veri tiring... nid shout but veri fun..... muster parade..... veri messy starting..... at first i thought i cnnt get promoted but in the end i get promoted... after the rank is on my hand i turn around and cry.. stupid alan tell fu lin sir the reason why i cry......then debrief.... was okey... nid do fund raising.... hope will meet the target..... everyone was lyke so damn hapi until the aunt at the bubble tea shop oso kana disturb..... then, talk and eat.. help can xing mark sec 1 test paper.... then, head home.....

28.06.08

[ ] wake up late....
[ ] get ready
[ ] go tampines mall
[ ] eat lunch
[ ] apply for wireless
[ ] wait around 2 hr
[ ] then, go kak elly house
[ ] leg veri cramp coz stand veri long
[ ] then, go home
[ ] eat
[ ] then, write blog

really veri shock to hear wat yee chen say.... really speechless..... dunno how to face the person on mondae..... i hope problem can be solve... k la.... nite sleep.... chao....

arabella

can't believe it

2008-06-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

guess wat... juz now i met lots of actors and actresses.....

who i met....

# Hafiz( he is lyke OMG.... so cute....) melt when see him
# Fauzie Laily ( cute)
# Rila Melati ( pretty)

there were lots of ppl there..... i went to mediacorp to see debate..... they were lyke so damn good... took pic.... and not forgotten, took pic wif Hafiz.... the cute one.... maybe post his pic at the next post.... he is the one tat i dream to meet and my dream come true..... okey la.... late at nite... gotta sleep.... *TTFN

arabella

* ta ta for now

2008-06-21T19:02:00.002+08:00

2 more days and back to skul.... oh no.... silva again..... nvm... put tat aside......

Hmm, let mi refresh my memory.... wat i do todae......

# wake up in morning at 8+ (kana disturb by siz if not sleep longer... hahaz lazy mi....)

# den wash up

# pick up a call

# get ready

# go rivervale plaza

# eat roti prata

# go NTUC

# went home

# sleep awhile ( coz body aching)

# den wake up in a shock

# mum ask go fetch bro

# stay at the school hall a while wait for the talk to finish

# proceed to qudrangle

# take large group photo wif different skools

# went home

# put fish in the tank

# eat

# go out again

# buy 15 goldfish

# 10 large one, 5 small one

# go home

# den update blog

i still haf not finish up my homework.. lazy sia.... but i try to finish it up..... if not nid to think of a reason to escape from teachers scolding....

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20.06.08

at 12...

go play badminton wif

[ ] azura
[ ] aida
[ ] zubaidah
[ ] my siz
[ ] my bro
[ ] suhaimi
[ ] JX
[ ] siti nadia
[ ] siti khatijah

really had fun..... juz waiting for the next tyme coz diz tyme is crazy next tyme is crazier... so if continue can visit mi a IMH oraedy.....

until 5+. den my mom fren come to our house... wanna borrow comp... unfortunately,the connection got problem.. so juz chat... den went home..... not really sure wat i did..... do homework until 10+pm ..... den watch catwoman...... den my mom went to sleep.... i wasn't sleepy yet so i atch DVD.... first movie was raise your voice..... the story was sad and i did cried but oh well it oni a movie.... then, 2+am movie finish.. write a poem.... suddenly feel lyke wanna write to express so tat won't keep it in my heart..... still not sleepy... so watch second movie.... watch bring it on in it to win it.... at forst wanna watch aquamarine but the player cnnt accept the format.... so watch tat.... then watch until 3.21 am.... force myself to sleep...den went to sleep.......

so tat it end of story.....

arabella

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back to normal

2008-06-16T19:19:00.003+08:00

today, i felt tat everything was almost back to normal..... except tat my house is in a mess but gonna clean it up soon.... coz rite nw i m veri tired so juz rest a while..... todae, i went to yishun... at first, the cloud were clear and the sun was shining brightly..... after 10 minutes, the cloud started to turn grey and there were downpour..... i was a little wet but it dried quickly..... todae, i did nothing much bcoz i wake up at 12pm....

my mom: wake up so late... so lazy....

k i guess nothin much i gonna say but i m juz tired..... so stay for next post... bye!

arabella out

my journey for June holidae....

2008-06-15T22:45:00.001+08:00

hey ppl.... at last i've arrive in s'pore.... i can say tat i miss all the stuff below....

i miss:

[ ] my frenz
[ ] my bed
[ ] my home
[ ] my bear
[ ] my hamster
[ ] text messaging
[ ] disturbing ppl
[ ] my bike
[ ] compass point
[ ] services in S'pore (LOL)
[ ] food in S'pore ( yum yum)

b4 i when to BKK.... i felt so enthusiastic but den after i reach and stay it wasn't tat fun coz of stressfullness i encountered there.....

They are:

+ sleeping tyme
+ eating ( not so stress la)
+ loneliness ( a bit)
+ quietness
+ sense of urgency ( i dunno y it is nidded there)
+ tidyness

stuff tat i encounter fun are:

-> goin to the market ( even though i create trouble there)
-> their languages ( i still dunno wat they talking about )
-> shopping ( take advantage)
-> goin archade
-> eating at restaurant after back from mabukrong
-> legal nite ( third last dae)
-> spent tymes wif Elly and Aida
-> making curry puff with the Moms
-> washing dishes wif Aida
-> bathing at the balcony ( dun think of wrong idea.... no one there)
-> dance lyke mad wif siz and bro when mom and dad not at home
-> when listerning to kids disturbing abg imran...

i guess tat is it

Some video are taken .... it will be posted at the next post....

My thoughts:

even though i did not get wat i expected but its okey coz i haf new stuff tat i go through thoughout this journey.... i haf lots of regret but no point coz i haf take my first steps and too bad i take the wrong steps..... nvm i can learn from experiences.....

"To: all dad in the world"

HaPpY

FaThEr's
DaY

Arabella

my journey of my holidaes....

2008-06-15T21:00:00.009+08:00

hey ppl.... at last i've arrive in s'pore.... i can say tat i miss all the stuff below....

i miss:

[ ] my frenz
[ ] my bed

[ ] my home

[ ] my bear

[ ] my hamster

[ ] text messaging

[ ] disturbing ppl

[ ] my bike

[ ] compass point

[ ] services in S'pore (LOL)

[ ] food in S'pore ( yum yum)

b4 i when to BKK.... i felt so enthusiastic but den after i reach and stay it wasn't tat fun coz of stressfullness i encountered there.....

They are:

+ sleeping tyme

+ eating ( not so stress la)

+ loneliness ( a bit)

+ quietness

+ sense of urgency ( i dunno y it is nidded there)

+ tidyness

stuff tat i encounter fun are:

-> goin to the market ( even though i create trouble there)

-> their languages ( i still dunno wat they talking about )

-> shopping ( take advantage)

-> goin archade

-> eating at restaurant after back from mabukrong

-> legal nite ( third last dae)

-> spent tymes wif Elly and Aida

-> making curry puff with the Moms

-> washing dishes wif Aida

-> bathing at the balcony ( dun think of wrong idea.... no one there)

-> dance lyke mad wif siz and bro when mom and dad not at home

-> when listerning to kids disturbing abg imran...

i guess tat is it

Some video are taken .... it will be posted at the next post....

My thoughts:

even though i did not get wat i expected but its okey coz i haf new stuff tat i go through thoughout this journey.... i haf lots of regret but no point coz i haf take my first steps and too bad i take the wrong steps..... nvm i can learn from experiences.....

"To: all dad in the world"

HaPpY

FaThEr's

DaY

Arabella

Prefer hu to take and express you feelings thru wat?

2008-06-11T09:20:00.004+08:00

Prefer Hu To Take....

I make butter
I make Cheese
I make you mutter
I make you Sneeze

it's hard when you wanna take care of other ppls feeling coz when you dun wanna hurt others feeling, you will end up hurting your own. you will juz keep all the problems to yourself and will juz burst it out when the tyme has cum lyked a timed bomb. but for me, i rather keep all the problems to myself eventhough it hurt me a lot oeverytyme. i juz wanna see all the ppl around me to be hapi rather than having a fren tat is sad all the tyme. eventhough everytyme i let all my anger out, it's no point coz it will end up hurting others. lyke i say, ppl let go, i take, i let go, ppl take....... i rather take than other ppl take coz if gd one, it's gd 4 other ppl to take but if bad oe, i rather i take myself.......

Express My Feelings Thru Wat?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
if you wanna be dead
stick mi wif a glue....

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Bring mi a bread
And i'll thank you

I have a pen
My pen is blue
I haf a fren
My fren is you

I haf a pen
My pen is blue
i love your band
and of coz ur songs too....

sometymes you cannot express ur feeling through action but u can express ur feeling through words. 4 me through words is sweet but i dun really lyke those whoes is to sweet will cause shivers down my spine .4 me being single is the best things the best things. Thru my experience , i rather b single not bcoz of any problem wif guys but being single makes me free coz i dun really lyke people asking me queation lyke where am i goin? y going this place neva bring me and so on...But i reather b sngle n its the best thing ...yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arabella

blackout turn out

2008-06-09T09:58:00.002+08:00

Guess wat.... yesterdae i had a new experience... not really new la.... i had experience it twice... its encounter a blackout yesterdae..... two building was affected..... the place was totally dark and in silent... none of us made any noise..... while experiencing this incident i realise tat we felt uncomfortable w/o lights, fan, air-con, tv etc. i guess after experience this incident i feel tat we should be grateful of wat we haf and dun take things for granted. it maybe a while but thing of oter ppl tat is less fortunate then us.... some family doesn't haf stuff lyke we haf..... maybe bcoz they are less fortunate ever since they are born but some ppl are lazy to achieve something, tat is y they are staying in a condition tat is uncomfortable. let see... those family tat are affected with natural disaster lyke tsunami, earth quake, volcano eruption, tornado, cyclone etc... this are some disaster tat ppl are affected and causes them to lost their life, family and properties...... tat is y we should think b4 w e purchase anything and think wisely...... tat is all tat i wanna shre for a moment...... bye!

arabella

would it be nice

2008-06-07T14:57:00.002+08:00

1 week and 1 day and i m back to S'pore... can't wait for tat moment.... lots of things for mi to hear from my fren and say to my fren.......... so far i kept on watchin DVD... touch a bit of my hmwk and leave the rest behind...... i guess i dun haf the mood to do lots of stuff..... can't wait for Elly to arrive in bangkok tomorrow..... lots of things for mi to talk about.... i hope now is alright.... nobody online... wat the.... but nvm.... i m still wondering hu is diz passerby.... right now i m juz playin a guessing game.....

tomorrow my dad not working.... so i guess i wanna him bring my family and mi to some place cool.... if not i wanna go bowling.... k la tat's for now.... chao

arabella

Regret

2008-06-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

guess wat.... at last i manage to talk to my friend on the phone.... it has been a week i neva talk to my fren.... i miss my fren a lot ..... especially my volcano... small bro alan..... big bro can xing.... after i heard about the story tat volcano tell mi bout LMSC, i started to regret of not goin there.... not bcoz of the fun but bout the rank.... rank depends on this coz and i really neva attend it..... i should haf gone there coz coming here is half a regret..... even though i can meet my father tat is a percentage of the fun not fully fun as majority of the dae i can juz stay at home or go shopping at the mall..... my father is quite busy about work.... so i guess ext tyme i won't come here anymore..... luckily next year i won't be coming here again as i nid to study for N levels..... i guess i nid to work hard in other ways to get my rank..... if i cnnt get promoted on promotion dae i guess i will burst into tears but if i get promoted i will also burst into tears coz i haf really work hard and get rewarded...... but i m not 100% confirm tat i gonna be promoted..... i guess nid to ask fu lin sir to help mi in other ways..... but nvm forget it......

oya... i oso miss P.O.P..... wat a great waste... i can't spent the god moment wif my seniors.... but all tat i can say is tat thanks gor guiding us... i really appreciate ur helps especially azura, siti,hao wen and many more..... guess u all haf succeed..... i hope you all will come next tyme becoming a CI and WCI.....

so tat all tat i can say..... Bye!

arabella

2008-06-05T14:20:00.018+08:00

Some pics 4 u all to see....

arabella

my dae in thailand

2008-06-04T18:35:00.004+08:00

hey ppl.....
guess wat.... i m nw at bangkok..... bangkok is not fantastic as it seems but nvm i can bare with it.... all tat i know is tat down hear there are lots of dogs sleeping everywhere.... guess wat... yesterdae i juz get chase by a dog..... wat the.... instead of taking the shorter route, i follow the long route..... but nvm i will update more... chao....

arabella

the dae b4 go thailand

2008-05-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

so sad.... tomorrow leaving..... gonna miss my volcano, my bed, home and frens.... but nvm..... i hope alan and ben liang can run POP properly..... i know u guys can do it.... make the officers proud of you guys..... i hope i go there can look for my frens some presents...... i really gonna miss all my frens especially those i recently close wif and always talk to mi..... w/o you guys, i haf no fun..... yee chen continue wif ur WEB..... i guess i will be updating my blog when i m there.... so ppl look out...... so ppl..... hapi holidae..... dun get into trouble lyke mr muru says...... so chao.....

arabella

my busy week.....

2008-05-29T22:07:00.002+08:00

lately, i m really veri busy..... wif skul, personal stuff and NPCC....... juz diz week...... i had my ss supplementary..... tuesdae had shooting competition and retest fot ppl hu miss the test...... wednesdae, had pk course go home late...... afetr course... go bath and then sleep coz veri tired.... todae i had pk and homefront security...... pk was fun but hms was boring coz the lecturer lyke dun care and go so fast ... all cadet was lyke forget it..... the test was okey...... after tat went ikea and giant.... and here i m sitting in front of my com updating diz blog...... i guess tomorrow i haf lots of things to prepare and do.... as i m leaving on saturdae...... i guess i will be missing my frens..... but i m hapi coz i get to meet my father..... yeah! juz lookin forward to go there...... i hope i can bring home some things for my frens..... so juz for nw... is all diz tat i can say as i m veri tired already... so chao......

arabella

my result is out.....

2008-05-24T23:00:00.003+08:00

yesterdae, i haf gotten back my results. i wasn't shocked lookin at it coz i kno i haf not work hard but study last minute..... but when the PTM.... mr silva say gd thing bout mi except he say tat i nid to work for my maths...... then, i told him ta i wanna drop express e-maths coz i cnnt cope.....
he say he haf to talk to the principle..... then, he ask mi to meet mr david lim.... i really meet him.... i told him tat i cnnt cope and i waana go his class as he is teaching na e-maths..... he say tat m i sure tat i wanna drop coz he is veri evil..... i say nvm coz the more he is evil the more the student study.... he say he gif a lots of homework everydae and i say tats gd coz it is a practise for mi.... he say by lookin at my grades he say tat i borderline fail.... he say he gonna see mi how i do in the next 4 months and he say if i really cnnt cope he put mi in his class..... walao cnnt drop wat the hell.... so stress..... veri competitive class. he even say dun worry the one tat i m competiting is oni myself.... so i haf to work hard..... after talking to whim half way i criec coz i cnnt bare it.... is lyke he down there say dun cry dun cry....and thank for the ppl tat wanna guide mi.... i reallly hope i won't dissapoint you guys especially yee chen.....
oya i feel tat yesterdae i m heartless coz after a veri long tyme i wanna meet ppl and say bout wat i want to say..... i feel tat i m really not myself..... ee hon, can xing sori if hurt you guys.... and yee chen sori a lot if wat i say to whim got make you feel hurt.... i m reall sorry.....
after skul help alan..... gif out flyers den slack..... oya really sad to see aan.... sori cnnt say it...... i juz hope you haf freedom... juz hope.... slack with yee chen, can xing,ee hon and aida and aida is dame crazy even can xing can't bare wif her.....

always nid to think bout others then urself....

2008-05-19T19:24:00.002+08:00

1 week 1 dae neva right blog...... let mi see wat wana rite.... everything gone very welll but lots of subject i fail for mid-year.... n i konw y..... cum wat i do for pass 4 months is slack..... tat is y i deserve the marks..... lyke teachers say dun study last minute... no point..... saturdae went to naval base sec 4 sec 1 swearing in...... lots of CI's, sec 4 and sec 1 cum..... helpin the my CI to set the field is really exhausting and stressful... especially when kena ask wat suppose to do... every1 is lyke dunno wat to do after bein explain 3 tymes is lyke wat the....... then, blow ballon.... the balloon blow fly and burst.. 1 CI haf to climb up and take the ballon down is lyke he climb more than five tymes..... hahaha... spiderman..... but he prefer urban ninja.... lol..... after tat game start...... everythin was in a mess.... wat to do first tyme.... but nvm first tyme learn then dun repeat again..... yeah.... after tat we went clear the field..... then sit at canteen... kena lecture by officer..... is lyke i got headache still cnnt be considerate.... but nvm tat is pass.... lyke my maam say remember the good memories, forget the bad memories... how sweet is she... hahaha...... maybe more post gonna cummin up after diz so stay tune.....

arabella

2 in 1

2008-05-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

10.05.2008
hmmm.... let mi refresh my memory.... wat i do yesterdae.... oya..... yesterdae around 1.45, i went to RP to develop my photos..... den 2.45 went to collect it..... after went to CP to take bus 965 to woodlands..... from woodland took 950 to woodland checkpoint.... but on the way there was a jam.... ok here my journey starts....... i was patient enough to wait for the road to get cleared but after 20 minutes. the bus move of certain distance.... so my mom and aunt turn around askin if wanna walk.... so i turned to my siz and discuss. after tat i shouted across.... the person and some others is lyke turning at mi..... i so not care.... i stand and alight from the bus...... then, i walk wif my family.... is lyke we totally dun care..... then reach woodland checkpoint. me and my siz stand on 1 lane.... then. we kept fightin hu goes first..... then, we scissors, paper , stone.....my siz won.... k, i dun care... i m still not hapi.... so i kept nagging..... after tat it was my siz turn.... my siz went in... the officer ask is the other two are her siz... she reply yes.... so the officer let us in.... after tat we laugh non-stop coz we kept fightin and in the end everyone went in.... after tat decide to take 950 to JB checkpoint. but then, if we wait,it will be late.... so we decide walk..... wen we reach jb check point we were lyke omg nobody....den when i turn around, i saw lots of them goin down the bus so i decide to run..... in the end i made it first.... hahaha...who ask them to run so slow.... after tat.... haf to walk again no taxi.... kept walkin the long route.... then, went into a mall.... i bout lots of CD.... original ok.. no pirated....

then, went up to other levels. my mom look for perfume n i down was lyke waitin to sneeze..... after tat i look for eye liner...... it was already late as we reach the mall at 7. then. went into a supermarket bought some food for my aunt to bring back to Kl..... b4 i met my mom, i was lost... den i look arond the mall.... after the forth round then, i met my aunt.... from the 1st floor i shouted.... i became a PC for a while.... then, i went up again.... after goin out of the supermarket den, we move off to city square.... we ate at macdonald.... after tat around 9, we move to the railway station... wait awhile... then, at 9.30pm... it's tyme to say goodbye to my aunt..... diz tyme go home, no wat gonna walk... we took the bus back... at it was quite a long journey back from woodLand to sengkang. so i slept in the bus..... around 11 then reach home... w/o doin anythin urther, i jump into my be n went lala land.... it was a tiring dae.....

11.05.2008
basically, 2dae is mother's dae.... so i haf to postpone my gift as i have not bought it as the schedule veri pack.... so todae i did lots of cleaning.... from 2pm till 8pm... quite tired but nvm.... dun really wanna hear my mom scolding todae..... as i love my mum... lyke some1 say you should love ur mom everydae not once a year..... so i hope i gonna continue to make my mom hapi..... hapi mothers dae my mom and other mom everywhere.....

arabella

the dae celebrate zubaidah burfdae.....

2008-05-08T20:45:00.007+08:00

Basically, todae i really haf fun. oya b4 i forfotten.... hapi 16th burdae to u once again. glad to hear u haf fun.... basically, azura had put lots of effort into it eventhough there is a bit of dissapointment..... sori yee chen 4 abandoning you todae........ todae we play walk at heartland.... then, go superbowl..... take group photo den go compass...... run awat from suhaimi and Jx bcoz dun1 kana spray and bomb..... then, go pasar malam..... then, we go home.... seriously todae i had fun...... Jz taiko...... run away from kana treat..... wat the...... okey basically nw i m tired.... so juz home tomorrow gonna haf a fun day,,,,, chao....

arabella

2008-05-07T17:40:00.002+08:00

todae, i sit 4 my a-maths paper.... the paper was easy but too bad i did not study and memories the formula.... haiya...... the we had break bout 10 mins..... after tat sit 4 physics paper.... it was so damn easy.... i love it...... thank u miss wong...... i love you...... then went home around 12+ after tat went out again with azura, my siz JX and suhaimi.... to look 4 siti's present and cake.... then, i between there is amisunderstanding... but we dun bother bout it coz a small matter oni... no nid to make so big....... when looking for cake we look at two bakery shop...... JX chosen a veri(continue later.....)

i dunno wat gotten into mi.....

2008-05-06T15:06:00.002+08:00

Todae i felt veri exhausted and i feel tat i wanna scold everyone hu get into my way..... todae, i had my E-maths paper 2 and chemistry..... maths was terrible..... i dunno wat i am doin.... for chemistry okey..... after finishing the paper waiting 4 it to end, i made a my own windmill with my own stationery...... my fren was lyke shaking her seeing mi wif a thinkin tat i got nothing better to do..... i felt tat sumthin is bothering mi...... i dun really know wat..... 2dae was the first tyme i laugh to aleems act... usually, i dun found whim funny..... but at least sumtyme his jokes is funi lyke todae..... juz wanna study my physics and A-maths but i dun haf the mood...... oh plz y am i feelin so restless...... i guess many of the paper tat i have taken, i gonna fail most of them....g.... plz.... nid somebody help mi.... but dunno hu...... i feel lyke i juz wanna go the beach and shout out loud to release my confusion, stressness and exhausion..... oh help mi......nvm no more to say.... so bye! bye!

arabella

my exam dae.....

2008-05-02T18:19:00.004+08:00

hmmm.... k let mi see wat i do 2dae..... wake up early in the morning.... bath, brush my teeth,put on my uniform, comb my hair, eat vitamin, take money n bag, wear my shoe and i'm ready for skul..... reach skul.... 'illegal gathering' hahaha...... back to class take my first paper which is ss.... easy... quite.... manage to finish on tyme... so hapi..... after recess... had my e-maths paper 1.... cnnt say anything... prepared to loose 25 marks and above..... so damn difficult... intend to leave black, but neva.... finish at 12 as i took express e-maths..... the student takin normal academic e-maths stop 15 minutes b4 us... how pathetic... not fair sia release earlier.... but nvm.... next paper muz do better.... dun wanna nid to do black and white again... hate it...... hoping mondae paper ganna be easy n oya... wonder y khairul wanna meet mi.... wat problem he is facin nw... haiya.... i understand... humans cnnt run from facing problems..... okey la nothin to say more so bye! bye!

arabella

TO ALL HUMANS TAKING MYE>>>> GD LUCK UR EXAMS!

went to jb

2008-05-01T20:41:00.002+08:00

okey todae, i went to jb..... a smooth ride from woodland to jb checkpoint.... but jb imigresen was damn full.... really haf to bear wif.... some ppl juz so inconsiderate push and stepping others w/o sayin any word of sorry after tat..... forget it....

todae i went and buy quiet a lot of things..... but first go makan at pizza hut... quite noisy and full of ppl... but was fun... after tat went shopping.... bought new bag... some accessories..... bought a mirror replacing the old one.... its a muz.... hahaha..... bought aliff aziz cd song and tat is wat i intent to do....

after tat went to woodland.... bought 7 more cds.... wat to do... its all veri nice den buy lorh..... after went to banquet bought dinner and went home....

tomorrow ss and e-maths paper.... prepared already.... diz tyme muz pass.... is a muz.....hope tomrrow paper ganna be easy... don't how to do muz not gif up.... yeah.....

arabella

my slacking dae.....

2008-04-30T21:59:00.003+08:00

basically todae the dae is quite boring... first two period was maths.... it was1hr and 40 minutes... i really slacked w/o doin anything for tat period.... after tat i had my ss.... i really pay attention in diz period..... i guess feel tat i love humanities... coz it some sort lyke fun and interesting.... den i had my recess.... after recess i had my geography.... love it..... then i had 2 period of english.... abt 5-10 minutes doin grammar and vocab... finish work slacked.... nothin to do disturb ppl. then, we have form teacher period.... mr bernard kang took over.... he is a trainer n todae is the last dae he gonna step in our class. he is leaving on the 09.05.2008.... he took the whole class photo for memories.... gonna miss u.....to sumaries my dae... cn say todae i slack a lot...

and...and.... around 2+.... khairul sms mi.... we talk till nw but in between haf a pause coz he slept n i busy.... oya 1 advise for u khairul..... wat u haf done u cnnt turn the clock backwards... unless u haf a tyme machine tat could make you go back to the past..... hehehe.... but u haf to move on... no point regretting coz it would not change anything... u oni nid to improve it....

2molo goin JB.... muz shop.... i hope tomorrow goin to b a pleasant dae and the next dae and the next...... and so on...... gtg nw...

arabella

taking my exam and gd news

2008-04-25T17:20:00.004+08:00

yesterdae, i had my malay and english paper 1.... okey, both r quite easy but not so easy..... i am so dame angry bcoz...... the lower sec student r making so much noise n it distract mi.... how pathetic..... but nvm at least i manage to finish it...... my malay paper, still can daedream, thing wat i want and plan the story, den write it nicely......

okey todae..... i m so deadly angry..... the lower sec is making noise again and diz tyme the had gone too far... i can't take it.... den i juz complain to the teachers.... my malay paper was dame easy but my english paper was hard.... of coz la, my teacher set cambraigh style mah.... but nvm manage to finish it 15 minutes before times up..... lucky mi.... too bad some of my classmates did not manage to finish it.... maybe not the luck todae.....

receive a news knowin tat sumbody was alright... so hapi..... deadly hapi.... juz waiting for my next paper which is next fridae.... and.... and wanna finish exam so tat can enjoy n back to work again for my final exam..... i hope my dae goin to get better and better.... see ya...

arabella

a dae b4 exam....

2008-04-23T15:51:00.006+08:00

i m still wondering how r u? tellin ppl abt u all around n some dun care... wat an unkind ppl... no feelins.... but oh well, i hope u r alrite.... one dae meet u.....

2morrow is exam.... tat is my first pper... which is english and malay paper 1.... juz hoping tat 2morrow paper gonna be easy... no fear.... i nid 2 pass my exam... i nid 2 move on... i m glad tat 2dae wen i get my social studies common test, i pass. i got 14/25 for it... damn happy.... eventhogh is a juz pass, but i still pass.... first tyme sia.... hope get better marks den diz.... wee.... i hope no regret.... muz do my best... achieve good results and move on.....

if there is a will, there is a way.... i haf to do my bez w/o any doubt.... prove wat bad things ppl think bout mi is wrong... haf 2.... but so far not from my skul..... some ppl outside there...... is better u cry nw den u cry later....... i mean in terms

of sadness.... lol.....

arabella....

my dae....

2008-04-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

Todae i guess everything went well. juz kinda worried bout somethings.... i guess i kept on yecking.... my frend seem luke thay wanna strangle mi if they cn... and oya sori farithul for making you headache during maths lesson... seroiusly, i dunno how i get wrong until u correct mi....
i pray veri hard tat sumbody's (oni certain ppl know) surgery will go veri well 2morrow.... me and mye siz will support u where ever u r.... be strong and continue to be humurous and strong....
todae, i really slept veri long in the afternoon. i guess i m veri tired and... and.... nothing to do after wake up.... i disturb ppl.... hahaha...... yee chen, help mi by tellin mi to stop if i m out of control. i hope everything will go juz fine....

arabella

my dae of tiredness

2008-04-20T10:25:00.003+08:00

todae, i went punggol park to cycle wif my siz and bro.... the place was crowded so i decided to cycle 1 round and play at the playground......

and... and... after tat we went to the playground near our house.... we were so dame crazy..... we do 3 sets of BX....

first set.....
-5 push up
-5 crounches
-5 counts of 8 jumping jack....

second set....
-10 push up
-10 crounches
-10 counts of 8 jumping jack....

third set....
-15 push up
-15 crounches
-15 counts of 8 jumping jack....

the third round we went flat.... hahahaha...... and.... and.... it is still not enough.... we suggest to do snake and ladder.... we took lift from 8 storey to 1st storey.... our journey begins here.... we went up frum 1st floor up to 8th floor.... y siz azira gave up.... she went home.... then, took lift up to 17th floor... went down from 17th floor to 1st floor but in between the journey,l my bro went home.... left mi and my siz.... we continue our journey..... to 1st floor.... then, diz is our last round we took lift to 17th floor..... then, we went down to 8th floor and back home.... we plan to do tat everydae and at 5pm, mi and my siz gonna have snake and ladder again....

arabella

trust.....

2008-04-02T18:06:00.004+08:00

TRUST

todae, i m really shock..... a lady tat i nv met or talked to came to ask mi for help.... she ask mi 2 take care of her car and her baby.....she did not lock her car at all..... i juz told myself, if she repeat diz things again or maybe she wouldn't get mi, the life of her baby could be in danger and hu knows if a person tat cnnt be trusted could juz took her car and ran wif her baby..... lucky, she did not make the wrong choice to choose mi. i ask my mum, do i look lyke i m a person tat can be trusted? she ask mi y? i explain to her about the lady.... my mum say maybe bcoz i m a skool gurl tat y she truz mi..... maybe wat she say was true. but not all skool kids are gd..... so i realise sumthing...... a person tat dun lie can easily be trusted by anyone. even if u dunno the person...... i am really glad tat there is ppl tat believe mi besides my family and frends. so some advise for ppl hu read my blog...... dun lie coz if u lie ppl will mot truz u......

arabella

PPL WILL TRUZ U IF U DUN LIE......

it not a really a gd dae...

2008-03-29T22:12:00.004+08:00

i dun really haf the mood 2 write 2dae as my leg kana hit but the bicycle pedal and it was so painful but nvm.i m juz glad tat i still can see the world 2 dae again.so far i did do much things todae....

start my dae by gettin clean..... den sleep a while.... 12.30pm took my bro and sis frum tuition. wen 2 eat at RP. wen to buy a bike. den wen home. den eat takoyaki.....

after tat wen down at the playground 2 play. my sis(azira) ask mi 2 buy water. then i go buy. meanwhile, her religius cl;ass frend came and disturb her. she told mi and i did nt do anything. then, they came again n start disturbing my sis again. i was lyke askin him do haf a problem. den he say, i did not ask you. den i say i m the one asking n he say o really... i down der say nt funi..... then he shut up.... then, he say, so stupid playing diz game. den i shout, the one crapping and sitting here is more stupid... den he went off. i cycle around the estate awhile. then, aida came down. i told her everything. she went there and i went to the shop again. wen aida was there the boys grandfather was there and shoutin at them. it's 7.30 n should be home..... den they went home. i went back and they told mi tat i was lyke haha serve u rite. then, the cum to the playgound again n want to play soccer with sum other guys. i ignore them. then, we went to other playground. we cycle a few ronds.

at 8 we went back..... then watch tv. yee chen kol and ask mi visit her blog and i write mine too... ya so far tat is wat i did 2 dae...i hope tomorrow will be a fresh brand new dae......

arabella...

2008-03-24T22:32:00.002+08:00

oya yee chen..... wat u write in ur blog is veri sweet. u haf said a million thanks to mi already... and i will reply u wif "ur welcum" it is juz a small thing tat i plan to make diz dae part of the memorable memories in ur life..... so tat u won't forget mi... hahahaha!!!!!! jkjkjk....... ur deed to mi is more than wat i plan for u todae.... thank you veri much..... i hope u will help to push mi up to achieve wat i aim..... ppl always say haf an aim in life or ur life will be wasted......

2008-03-14T20:02:00.005+08:00

swan and mi

swan and geraldine

t.k and mi

farithul and wind(mummy)

geraldine and wind(mummy)

mi and wind( mummy)

1st dae....
8.30am, reach skul.... many ppl was late. we had 2 do mass push up. veri sian but it was okey... our trainers say tat they hide wen we r doing the push up and i believe them as i saw them goin behind the hall. then, there was a speech by camp chief..... proceed on wif meeting out group trainers...... we met jessica, our daddy.we feel in our booklet and we chat with her..... at 11am, we board the buz and when 2 CCAC. wen we reach there we met wind our second trainer and tat is our mummy.... he was shock wen we call whim mummy. but then daddy explain 2 whim..... around 12, we had our lunch. we did our makan cheer and it was veri veri fun...... 1 pm, we had our campcraft preparation....... we think of group cheers and at last we r called the hot chicks. daddy and mummy was laughing at us. especially, mummy. he kept on calling us hot chicken and we bargain. we said tat we r the hot chicks.... after planning for our cheers, we played games...... daes wen pass veri fast... we could nt continue our outdoor activities as it kept on raining......

2nd dae.......
we assemble at 6.15...... all the gurls was late except mi and geraldine...... we had our morning stretch..... then, we had our breakfast. after breakfast, we had our CRC and zipline.......... i oni do the CRC which is the single log. then, everything finish, we had our mass lunch and diz tyme our mass lunch was a nitemare. we were punish by miss yeo bcoz of unproper attire. we nite to do more den 350 steps mixture of push up, sit up and jumping jack. wen we r doin sit up it rain heavily..... the trainers gif us support. they did the punishment together with us. our daddy stop eating and follow doin.... they wanted to cry and wen i heard tat she wanted to cry, i was touch. after tat we ate our food but it was wet.... after eating, we had our campcraft..... we learn all basic knots plus lashing. at 3pm, had our kayaking...... we went into the sea but we had to stop as it rain heavier wen we r in the sea..... we had to went up..... after kayaking, we had our shower den dinner. after dinner we had our campfire preparation. we help daddy and mummy to rearrange the tables and benches..... campfire started at 9pm..... campfire was so damp fun.... swan u r so cute... t.k carefull next time.... dun hurt urself again. we r the first group 2perform and we r okey wif it.... we r the loudest group among all. after campfire we had our supper and group reflection. after reflection, we had ur lightsout.

3rd dae.....
we work up at assemble at 7.45 am. we had our breakfast. then, we had our area cleaning. we saw a smash frog in the middle of the road. our daddy was nt fellin dizgusted abt tat but our mummy did.we had fun during the area cleaning. we had our last debrief. they annonce the winner 4 overall and 3rd place was 3E3, 2nd place was 3N1. 1st place was 3T1. horray for 3N1 for winning. time to go home. we board the buz but our daddy did nt follow us as she has to clear some stuff. he had our last hug b4 we leave. our mummy came along wif us. we reach skul. we took picture with mummy, t.k and swan. after taking picture, we went home. farithul and i sent mummy to the bus stop where he could take bus 27. reach the bus stop and we say our last goodbye.

my feelings......
i started 2 miz my mummy and daddy. wif other instructors too. i could not take it anymore..... i can't believe tat the camp had stop. i miz u mummy and daddy.... i love both of you...... hope we will meet again......

love frum.
sitiarabella

2008-03-08T18:42:00.003+08:00

At last, NCO camp had ended...... i had fun in the camp. i guess the camp is the bez eva. the instructors are lenient wif us.

7/03~ we started our camp at 3. we fall in late but tat is not a problem. we learn method of instuction through drills and campcraft. chi peng sir is there and i was very surprise. xian hui maam also came. at 2.30am i had a turnout...... we did not manage to achieve the timing but in the end we manage to achive 6 mins. i m proud of tat as i learn about team work and dun think bout urself. we should care about others of those in nid. Alan, sori..... u wanted to slap mi but cannot bcoz honeydew was there...... alan, alan.... i realise sumthing bout u. wen honeydew was there, u neva talk 2 her hor..... shy izzit.... oya did u get jealous wen honeydew playing wif the boys....

8/03~i was the dae of our break camp and we are so hapi to go home. our gerlz still countdown of the timing.... joanne joanne..... u and joyce huh got nothing better 2 do izzit. do the stupid cheer.... i had a bad fall and i hurt mye elbow but i dun mind. luckily mi, i did not break my elbow bone.... thanks 2 those hu had help but sori i cnnt mention ur names coz i dunno hu had help mi.
stupid azura..... my burfdae haf not reach and u had juz make a tsunami hit on mi. basket..... bad news for yee chen.... i tell u already, if i kana, u gonna get worse on ur burfdae.... hahahaha..... mummy oso neva help mi. but nevamind i had paid the debt.....

tat is all i haf gotta say and i wil take my revenge. i dun care.....

frum,
sitiarabella

2008-03-04T19:52:00.003+08:00

Todae my ego really deflated.... alan you idiot... always slap ppl n u kno it is really veri painful but nevamind.... i knoe u r juz playin.... but u haf nothing 2 do izzit... take my things...... change my handphone wallpaper..... and still can threatened said tat if i change the wallpaper back u r goin 2 take my handphone again.... stupid you.... basket alan...... if i can get a chance, i want to take ur handphone lor.... but too bad i cnnt.... i will take my revenge....... luckily, i treat you as my brother and i can forgive and forget wat you do but if others, i already cnnt gif face lor..... lucky u.......yee chen, continue wif ur life and dun gif up of him..... better neva ask coz if ask gt 2 things.... 1 in happiness and 1 in sadness..... but dun put lots of hope coz if u put lots of hope if his answer is same lyke tat apple, your heart is really goin 2 shattered into pieces.... luckily, my nightmare is gone and the truth is out... i haf nothin 2 worry.... i m nw concentrating on my studies..... yipee!!!!! camp is juz round the corner..... and i m lookin forward 4 level camp..... but a little bit of UG camp..... 13 more daes and it is my burfdae.... ee hon..... wat is the definition of friends???? oya! yee chen. should i but u an eaglet or a piglet... wen u wanna buy marshmallow for luqman...... muz say earlier...... coz nid 2 bring money mah.... so far tat is all tat i cn say........

love frum,
arabella

2008-03-02T21:29:00.003+08:00

so far 2dae, i wen out wif my family 2 go shopping..... first i went eastpoint mall. den i wen giant at tampines. i bought a lot of things. oya adlin how u noe bout the pic? adlin and yee chen, thanks 4 ur support... i appreciate it.i m veri tired and i can't believe tat dae past veri fast. and 2 camp is juz round the corner.... arrrrrrhhhhhh!!!!!

love frum,
arabella

2008-02-27T18:29:00.002+08:00

I am glad tat i had improve in everthing..... eg. in terms of education and many more..... i m could believe tat many things is happening to mi..... yee chen, u r the oni 1 tat know everything..... in terms of education, love and friendship.... so far my skul is great.... everything is goin pretty normal lyke usual... but i still nervous in control the sec 2 squad.... i am a person tat could not stand in front of others wen i do sumthing... but then, for ur qns mr tan... i think tat i can put in leadership work for you so tat i could prove tat wat u say bout mi is rite.... if i can i hope to be a WCI..... but if i can't, i could not force myself bcoz if not i will end wif a big regret and i haf regret for lots of things and i do not 1 2 repeat it again.....

love 4rum,
arabella

2008-02-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

Nothing much i do during diz holidae.... I oni stay at home and do sum indoor stuff..... I watch DVD, watch movie at crunchyroll.com,listern to music, dance lyke a mad gurl wif my sis..... wen to yee chen house on second dae of CNY..... write post..... clean up my room.... rearrange my room.... play wif my hamster... and do my maths homework oni......

2008-02-07T00:39:00.000+08:00

i haf watch a show called ginban kaleidoscope....... it is abt a story of a young 16 year old skater.... she is a japanese skater... she was possesss bot a ghost named pete.... pete was a avianator.... he had an accident on the dae where this skater named tazusa sakurano-san was having her competition..... pete was gaven an extra 100 daes and he had chosen tazusa. they started wif a rough start but tazusa could not ressist wen pete wanted to leave her on the 100th dae..... i was touch by this show after seeing it..... a person tat we always fight could end up wif a person tat we love.....

love
sitiarabella

2008-01-30T21:11:00.000+08:00

My Friend

I’m crying,
The tears are slowly going,
I’ve got a problem,
I can find a way out,
I’ve got a friend.
My friend has got a friend.
I’m a friend with my friend.
A friend is not a friend,
Without a friend,
That’s my friend,
My friend,
Who’s got a friend.

i m feelin down 2dae.... i m confused wif all the problems tat is goin through my mind.... i m really, really, extremely stress..... plz help mi realise my stress..... thanks 2 haikal u make mi hapi..... one dae everything will reveal....

Haikal
thx 4 cheering mi up
yee chen
i dun understand wat u tryin 2 say.....
aidil
cnnt answer it nw.....

O ya! i m so surprise tat Marina yusoff came to my skul......
she was so dame pretty.... luckily i have got a chance to take a photo with her.... yeah..... kecian acap ngan bani nk amik gambar ngan dier tapi malu... ala.....

i hope all the confusion will juz fade away......

love,
sitiarabella

2008-01-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

Third weeks had past and many things is happening dae by daes...... some miss understanding, stress, tiredness and laziness.... i could not possibly understand wat is goin on around mi... i started to slacked..... i dunno y n tat is not good...... i m hapi with my new class mates but i dun lyke the way they treated one another... it is not professional...... imm trying to be the bez in class but i could make it coz olots of distraction...... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!
help! i m goin crazy.....

lots of love,
sitiarabella